Stardust :)

Heylooo! So nice to be here :) Well, here's something I wrote, inspired by the song 'Gin-soaked boy' by The Divine Comedy.
To those who know me & those who don't..c'est moi..

Im the sober in the freak

Im the weekend in the week

Im the noise in the melody

Im the bondage in the free

Im the goose in the 'wild goose chase'

Im the finish in the race

Im the axel between wheels

Im the iron in the steel

Im the platter in the snack

Im the rainbow in the black

Im the blood-stain in the white

Im the weakness in the might

Im the choir in the church

Im the seeker in the search

Im the sparkle in the bleak

Im the dimple in his cheek

Im the ocean in the blue

Im the landscape God never drew

Im the infants playful glance

Im the rhythm in the dance

Im the blindness in every eye

Im the mirth in every cry

Im the answer to my 'Who am I?'

Im mere stardust in an endless sky...!

Yes, Im confused...a dimly luminous cloud of dust: the remnants of something magical that once was, eager to know what I will be; still looking for a definite 'me'..

With a spark in her being, now 'herself' is what Stardust seeks..

Cheers \m/, (+.+) ,\m/

Stardust

Sadistic, Sarcastic, Sardonic - Life

Prisoned by the walls of this enormous globe,
Limiting yourself, but yet keeping hope,
Watching the birds manoeuvring in the sky,
Envying the creature, wish you could fly.

Fishing new meaning to life each day,
In a fishless pond, like bait less hook you sway,
Learning something new, searching for something profound,
Life is a maze; you’re just lost and found.

You strive for acceptance, you push yourself hard,
You cry for approval, you cry for applaud,
You reach the peak; you’re everyone’s star,
They treat you like God, cos you have the power.

Then starts the downfall, here comes the plight,
Layers are lifted, only true friends in sight.
Time has turned and showed you the finger,
The woman you married now sleeps with your neighbour.

You loose everything, your friends turn foe,
For a loaf of bread, their gardens you mow.
Silently bearing all their atrocities,
You vow to yourself, you’ll repay their generosities.

Marooned at the square, you the feel the pain,
The vows you had taken, you can never attain.
You strip yourself naked to get little attention,
Ignorance of the world adds to your desperation.

You stand at the terrace next to the spiked square,
You bid an adieu, you wonder if they care,
You make the leap; you hear the final bell,
You’re stuck on the spike, caught between heaven and hell.